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one word . SICK . =( will need to stay home these few days . attack again . have been under mc quite a number of times this month and its only a month ! thanks for those who care . can someone tell me what i can do . hope to help . too many things to cope with . worrying . and dreams or rather nightmare is terrible . im sure both of us can walk out this whole things together . give me a little more time , concern and love . i am really tired . will hold on as much as i can . i really need some one to stand by me . i dont want anything else , just a simple you and me . and i promise i now know the whole picture clearly . keeping fingers cross hope the 2 messages i sent today , you managed to read it . _ get well soon _
i dotes on you. 7:01 pm
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i dotes on you. 1:22 pm
Y Friday, 24 April 2009
just some from last few days .
work , tiring . chinese sinseh , twist and stinky bandage . sorethroat . flu . cough . medicine . pills . novels . cash , cash n only cash . my comfy bed . lying staring blank . sleepless nights . dreamt . went club with the girls . shots , mixers , drunk . misses . miss a date with him again . second time . sorry . its me again . dont be angry . i know you always find time for me . edmund's dad called again . faints . its not me anymore . stop it . dont come to me only when things are not right . you only talked nicely when you need my help and asked me stuffs , if not you will raise your voice and hang up the phone . whats this . dont force me to change number which i dont wish to .
the having of octuplet must be very tiring . miracle isnt it . tiny lives in your hands or rather womb . having to have your life for them , hold them and be with them . strong mummy . kids need to know that daddy and mummy need private time because of the special love that they have for each other . love your spouse just like you love your kid . the birth of a baby when he is strong enough the brave handsome doctor together with his daddy will helps the baby to come out . =) and fed him with milk from big lumps to help him grow bigger and stronger . sweet .
i dotes on you. 7:12 pm
Y Friday, 17 April 2009
hurt my back due to work . ouch . went chinese sinseh and also the clinic just for mc . hais . no choice .
Having fun can lead to having a romance, so don't stop the good times right now.
Today, someone's brilliant one-liner will do more than tickle your funny bone -- it will ignite a tiny spark of attraction! Could this spark grow into a flame of passion, or even true love? Keep laughing and maybe you'll find out. Having fun can lead to having a romance, so don't stop the good times you are having -- reschedule something if you need to! Your ideal mate is much more likely to be a person who can make you smile than a person who can make you swoon.
its all over . very sad . =( crys . but i gonna be strong .
i dotes on you. 10:06 am
Y Saturday, 13 December 2008
everything come to a end . a exact end . standing there speechless , i admit i failed . i dont see wrong having me to expect my boy to dotes and care for me a little more everytime . he's tired . real tired . and now with me dangling in the air . his words had indeed hurt me deeply . he back off and left things standing . I DONT WANT . coming to no conclusion after the whole night . the silly me still thought he wants something out after yest his assurance and persuade me to bed . and mentioned bout talking later and this morning , things are falling apart . no mood . why must i care so much when someone dont even bother about my presence here nor there ? its the same once you have you will expect more out from it . dont tell me you dont . like what you mentioned that day you are one who need encouragement , assurance , console , care . and having something out from you is that difficult baby ? im now not complaining or nags . back off as not to hurt me , will solve the problem ? you will hurt me even more , i wont be my real self to face everything . assurance of always being around is no longer appearing . sweet little morning message , kiss on my forehead and many many loving things gone . I DONT WISH TO . what i can do . dazed . what is right and wrong . no more baby but formalised names . words are all turning harsh . i promise there is a way out ! but you must not have the anything heck attitude like what you mentioned . crys . =(
i dotes on you. 8:00 am
Y Thursday, 4 September 2008
my body raises white flag today . real tired . feet hurts like no body business . OUCHIE . listless . restless . no energy . first medical leave at retail . felt bad . but i have my limits . so ya . i cut my thumb yest while cutting samples . =( li ern dropped by yest during her dinner break . sweetie . hugs and misses . she even agrees to pass me her drink - lemontea . hahas =) she changed . more bubbly and energised . perhaps its all the wonders of love . *tongueouts* i am craving for more of J&CO doughnuts - snow white . icing doughnuts with vanilla cream . ^_^ and i promise myself i will cut down on chocolates . so baby , no more temptations . fern , cheryl , meihuey . thanks for planning for the meet up for the celebration . it become a MUST everyday . ensuring im back home safe and once and again nags that i need more rest . he is the one who will do anything just to make sure i feel loved . neglecting his sleep , time to rest , his time turning ups and downs just for me , even a short meetup to send me to work . i love you . sleeping real late just for the talks and knows when i starts to feel sleepy thru calls and not forgetting his morning calls . you are the one who craves a smile on me innocently and his pampers . to be truthful at times what he thinks and act did make me feel disappointed and im sorry if i throw temper out of the blue . hopefully you will understand , its all because i care and craves for more . i dont mind being your silly girl . oh ya , suddenly your mummy fish meat noodles came to my mind *grins* aiyo , i realised im becoming more random . more blabberings to go on , more things to be mentioned . shall post more on my next entry . maybe more frequent entry may help in organising the posts . *smile* .
i dotes on you. 1:43 pm
Y Monday, 18 August 2008
in a three room flat - under the same roof , with my parents and sisters always standing beside me is more than enough . with their loving care . doting me . making sure i am always well taken care off . =) yippee . thanks for all . mooncakes . and what's now is to SELL SELL AND SELL . colleagues there are fun and we really work hand in hand . the batch of trainees . and i must be prepared for the long standing retail hours . overall , thumbs up .^-^ and MR GLUEY . you are not forgotten . taking the effort to accompany me at any point of time , approving your leave just for the sake of me . sweetie . i need to get another novel . and i need more cash to survive . awaits pay day ! - i know you dotes on me -
